월요일, 2월 06, 2006
Memories..
Hmm was reading zw's blog just now n it kinda brought back quite a few memories. But one thing i was quite surprised (pleasantly i shld say) was that i din know zw likes kangta more den what i had expected. Heh. All along i always thought she was on the fence. Hmm..but frankly, up til now i still cant really accept the fact about H.O.T's breakup. I remember for a period of time after i knew the news i avoided watching any of their vids cos i would tear up if i did. Especially when i watched JTL's first album mvs..there was always the hidden meaning present whereby they would have like 5 shirts hanging on the clothesline, or else they had like 5 small boys growing up but in the end left with 3. The signficance of the breakup was so obvious, it was like unbearable to sit through the whole mv without thinking of h.o.t. And the very first time i saw kangta's polaris mv it got me pretty upset about the cross-dressing too. It was as if he purposely changed so much from his original style so as to forget how he was like in h.o.t. So it was really quite bad. Hiaks.
But now its like 4plus years since they broke up n almost a decade since they debuted le..so im more or less resigned to it. Cos i firmly believe that no matter what happens to kangta, heejun, tony, jaewon n woohyuk..the legend will still stay on in the hearts of all of h.o.t's fans..
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:45 AM